I'm a mystery

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

3:40 PM

I don't think I will posting any fiction recently.

5 more bloody days to O'Levels MT.

The emotional me. Not meant for innocent hearts.

Actually, a gnawing guilt devours me every time I speak bad about a certain person. I had a nagging feeling that someday somewhere someone will do the same thing to me. Emotions are difficult to comprehend. Neither can they be expressed totally with a single word. You'll never know when the person you trust the most may betray you in a blink of an eye.

However, I think that I am trying too hard to please my friends that I feel so exhausted. Putting up a false front can drain me swiftly. But I am not like those who can confront their own feelings and openly hate someone. That irks me the most.

Perhaps I am not what people seem to perceive. Dark secrets dwell deep inside me. Being not appreciated or put down will piss me off, but I smile and let it slide past. I can't handle pranks that are too extreme but I laugh it off eventually. I loathe people who laugh at my misery and think that I am always the cheerful forgiving girl, but I bite my tongue and keep silent.

No one in this world is perfect. I am not. I have things I hate and I know there are some things about me that is irritating. But that's me. Deal with it.

No longer innocent_*

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