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Thursday, July 05, 2007

7:52 PM

**Warning: Usage of vulgarities. Don't read if you loathe vulgarities.

Yesterday marked the final end of TEO. The conclusion? Ignore. As best as we could.

I've been feeling down recently.

1st: I am worried that my math teacher might drag the extra lesson on Thursday 12/6 which is the day I am going to watch OOTP. I hope he doesn't. It says on the schedule it will end at 3pm. But who knows he might change the time when it start. I can just pray.

2nd: I am so pissed off with GV. The management can't fucking put in extra timeslots on the 11th so late!! They should put it out together with the rest of the dates. Now the late-bookers get the earlier show than the people who are really fanatic. WTF!

3rd: I am disappointed with one particular teacher. I never thought he would be the one to degrade our class and scold us for nothing! And here was I thinking how nice he was to teach us patiently and buy us sweets. I just couldn't comprehend it. He just changed. We are not shit. We just don't have the brains and a good foundation.

4th: I am just so exhausted. I couldn't take a breather for once. My whole world is collapsing down on me so fast, so swiftly I couldn't hold it back. There are lessons everyday, even on Saturdays. And I heard there would soon be Night Study. Having lessons, doing homework and revising almost took up 3 quarters of my day. When there are no homework (rare) like today, I could then do my own things like reading OOTP and writing my story.

5th: I quarreled with my mom. She didn't like me going for so many sessions of OOTP. But fuck it, I am still going.

My life is just so fucked up.

I can't even truly smile now. I can't find me.

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